blonde, tall, awks, nerd, sports, open, drugs, women, boarding, rock, ouside. all i need is love bro
You know whats fucking scary? The fact that I could literally change my life at any moment. I could stop talking to everyone that makes me unhappy. I could kiss whoever i want. I could shave my head or get on a plane or take my own life. Nothing is stopping me. The entire world is in my hands, and I have no idea what to do with it.
Why do i have to be insane? My constant irrationality hurts me, and drives away the ones i care about. Think things through? Nah. Lashing out at people to drive them away, and then behging forgiveness and wanting them to stay? Makes total sense. But this will just get buried. No one cares. No one cares to know. (Play mad world in the background when reading)
Also, i havent slept in about four days. Maybe thats the problem.